Wow, I have been remiss in working on this blog. My fitness this year also has been the title of this blog...... a GIANT Folly! My body shows it! I have gained a pile more weight and was not surprised that even the battery on my scale gave up on me when I attempted to weigh my self this morning. So seeing as it is a new year tomorrow I think it is a perfect time to take a look back and see what got me to this point, The good the bad and the ugly.
Well to start out the new year 2013 I got a pulled Hamstring that hampered my workouts. I was feeling good but the doctor said lay off until healed. Well 3 months of inactivity and poor diet took their toll. Now I take responsibility for my own poor habits, The diet was my own fault and the doctor saying rest it gave me the excuse I needed to slip into old habits. Overall not too bad but poor none the less.
About the time I was healed up and ready to go back to working out I got the shock of my life. My job of 3 years was restructuring and my boss had taken another job. This left me unable to reup my membership with the gym I went to and I lost my biggest help, Katey Fortun. Katey was a co-worker and friend who kept me in check. I fought her but she made sure I drank water, ate better and followed up on my workouts. I appreciated everything she did and I credit her with alot of my good habits during my employment with empire. After a period of short hours and a brief period of unemployment I landed a good job with good people.
It is an office job and I have my own office, it is a good gig and I consider myself fortunate to have the position when so many people don't have a job. The biggest downfall to my new job is I spend alot on gas and I have been eating poorly the whole time I am there. I have a snack drawer full of pretzels and drink more Diet Mt. Dew than anyone should. Cause hey it is diet right????
I put off my Dr. appointment for yearly physical and finally couldn't any more. She finally had me cornered where I had pushed back about losing weight for a year or more. No weight lost and some gained, had finally pushed the Blood Pressure over the mark. She placed me on blood pressure meds, with the promise to revisit if I lost the weight. She said she doesn't want me on them any more than I want to be on them. So I decided to do something............... well then my excuse was but I have a wedding at an all inclusive resort in the Dominican in a couple weeks what could it hurt to wait right?
So I did.........
I have now returned and have seen the pictures....... I had no idea I had ballooned up as big as was shown in the pictures. I want to show pictures of the trip but fortunately I took them so I don't show up in most of them. Hey vanity can be a great motivator too!
I am resolved to start a fresh program New years day! I have to lose this weight and get healthy, or die trying! If I don't I WILL die not trying. I know it is a cliche to start the new year and then fall off. I can't do it anymore, I won't do it anymore! I want to spend the rest of my life with my lovely wife, I want it to be 50+ years. I don't want to be a story and a picture on the shelf of someone everyone used to know. I am not quite sure how but I will make it work. Start on the treadmill and portion size and go from there!
See you at the new year,
jess
